Random Thoughts Floating in my Head

1. I don't like this site and will be switching to Wordpress for the New Year.
2. I made 3 pros and cons lists earlier this week...which is very unlike me, it's usually a more emotional and inward process than the public and analytical one of above. (Yet I am currently writing in a list format...hahaha)
a. no one won on paper.
b. emotionally, someone won...BUT outward factors are limiting the potential of the situation
3. My best friend is moving home this weekend, I'm very excited about this!
a. ELF
b. seeing her face
c. sleepovers
d. (a secret that I can't tell all of you...just for best friends, duh)
4. There are too many circles in my life, and none of them overlap enough.
5. I'm excited to be busy again next semester, I lacked a great deal of structure this semester but that's all going to change.
a. London, Paris...no big deal
6. I'm going to Colorado for Christmas and can't wait for the quality time with my family, it's going to be simply amazing.
7. I have a lot to be praying for lately, but it just hasn't happened...I'm not feeling very connected recently.
a. Mom
b. David
c. Joe
d. Levi/Jennifer/Jake
e. patience
8. I can't end on the number 7 because I'm just really weird and have OCD with numbers and other random stuff, but I like the number 8 so this is okay.

Blah...

I have changed a lot in the last month...but I think I'm still the same.
Ha...because that makes sense!
Sometimes I feel like two people: the person I really am and the person I try/want to be.

Sorry I haven't written much in a while but the words haven't been coming lately and I don't want to force it...which is why I'm done talking. NOW;)