All I Wanted Was A LIttle Bit Of Time To Clear My Head

I've been waiting for good news...

I used to be different compared to how I am now. I never realized how much I have changed until I noticed that no one around me was the same person I thought they were.

Why do things have to change? I know it's a part of life and everything changes, sometimes change is good. Other times it brings pain and frustration. Most of the time I hate change, but what I hate more than change is when things don't change. When people don't grow or learn or stay stuck in their tired ways- that's worse than changing. Change scares me, but it's good.

My friends have changed, or at least I thought they were my friends. There are a few who I would no longer call my friends. I have new friends too. What I don't have is a community. I don't have that connection with a few close friends that I can always fall back on to listen to my problems and listen to theirs in return. I used to have that but I don't know where it went...away, like everyone, to college?

Major Points:
I need people.
I need Him.
I need a friend.
I want you.
I want to talk.
I want to listen.